Pls admin help hide my identity... Am a lady in her early twenties nd still an undergraduate but I hv been in dis relationship of 5 yrs nao, though we plan on getting married, from d beginning of d relationship, I used to be dis childish gal cos we met immediately I started my diploma, cos he was d first person I had den as a friend nd we wer in dsame class, although der wer many areas in which he was lacking like he doesn't know how to call u wen u re nt around him, I will b d one always communicating, though I accepted it as his behavior cos he told me he doesn't really call his mum too, also he has an authoritative character and always tell me to accept him for whom he is dat he really love me, truly I knw he loves me cos for d past 5 yrs I Neva see him love sumone else and dat has always been my reason for enduring even wen I felt like quitting cos it does not knw how to really spend for a lady always claiming he doesn't hv and he has a small scale biz but I don't even rea lly care abt such tins, he also has d habit of monitoring every of my movement mostly wen I gained admission for my degree wch we are also doing togeda but d fact dat he Neva gave me any breathing space and doesn't wnt me moving wit friends cos he doesn't keep friends too always piss me off and until it got to a point wer I can't take it anymore and decided to quit which led him to violence and he beat me, dat he has bn begging me and am turning myself to sumtin else and also blamed my friends dat dey tot me all dat...though we later reconcile after much pleading but d tin is I hv to b sincere wit myself I Neva HV any feelings left for him again right from wen he raised his hands on me and I don't hv d courage to tell him dis cos he might take it d wrong way nd always tells me dat if I should leave him, no one can ever luv me d way he does...am really fed up cos d only tin am feeling for him nao is pity.